always screwed

looks like im screwed again but i think my life is changing for the more mature and more focused towards my dreams. women apparently will never accept me until i find one that is accepting and right for me. sucks balls though. to know that every girlfriend i ever had or have will end up crushing me and screwing me over until i find the ONE. well i guess thats life. i hate how people lead you on to. its like they break up with you and tell you youll get back together with no intention of ever doing so even if they think you will. anyways im on with my quest to find love passion music peace and prosperity. in this life it might be hard at times but one day the world will know exactly who i am and what i stand for until then i strive and work towards that goal, and hopefully along the way ill influence peoples lives and hopefully break through to some of them. anyways im here to spread my word my music my passion to everyone. stick along for the ride!