to you.

If you want me think of this
You know me mentally, how I think
My emotional side, you’ve seen it you know it
You like it. Now
My life my personality
In real terms
Is laid out before you
Can you handle it
Are you ready for a change
Can you accept what I do?
Are you willing to twist your life
Change into something new
Without changing you
Are you ready for an experience
You will never forget.
You can take the blue pill or the red one
Take the blue one
Wake up in your bed
Take the red one
Come with me on a journey
Only if you are willing
To undergo a life changing experience.

fly away

i wonder if i could just fly away
sky dive through the trees
sail away on the magic winds
frolic in the sun all day
i wish i could just soar around
touch the clouds
break free of the lonely world
i wish i could touch the sky
swim in the sun
catch a gust and be blown away

the list

i am starting a new post here this one will be a list of hear worthy bands/artists i have discovered.


1: placebo
2: the muse
3: howie day
4: nonpoint
5: crossfade

genericism

Why is the world racial
It all has to do with being different
Were all clones
Of a race
We never were
But why does everyone take music
So literally
They shouldn’t
Music can be life for some people
But you look around and see everyone
being so commercial
wearing there Abercrombie
and there enyce
life as we know it now has a brand name
and if you buy the generic version
of that life then you aren’t accepted by the rest
isn’t that so stupid
god
this world sucks
will we ever fix it
I doubt it because people are stupid.

a word of advice

we as people are only on this planet for a short time. make the most of it. everyone should try to affect the world while there here. otherwise life is almost a waste. if you make a difference then life never ends. thats the only real way to become immortal is to change something, be remembered for what you have done. leave behind teachings and things other generations can learn from because if you dont you will be forgotten and that is something we just cannot have. if you affect this world and change it in some way that affects other people to a large degree then you have done it you have served your purpose in life. dont buy into all the bullshit people throw at you. if you fall into the system then you have lost your individuality and once that happens you have lost your chance to make this world a better more logical place. when the world stops fighting over land money oil and power. then we will have a utopia. until then just try to affect the world towards that direction. one day it will come then we will all be enlightened.

happiness

How can a person be so happy yet so depressed? Emptiness? I have been pondering on that question for a while now, I cant seem to find an answer. I figure though that happiness isn’t just material things but most know that.but what if you feel like your fulfilling all your dreams and/or having a feeling of accomplishment, like your on the right track and you are finally figuring out what your purpose here is. What if there is no such thing as happiness and only feelings of accomplishment. Accomplishment makes you proud therefore is “happiness” pride? Possibly. I would appreciate more insight from you all.

horrible place

Why is the world such a horrible place?
At times it can seem pretty and unique
But no matter where you look you see the ugliness
Hatred and deception of the human spirit
And you ask yourself “why?”
Well the best I can figure
Is that people were designed to be
Mean cruel and stupid.
Some think clearly and try to be the persons
They say they are
Others say they are good people
But really they have no clue
Everyone is demonic in there own little ways
They have little nuances about them that
Make them at times unbearable and often
Silly
And again we ask ourselves “why?”
Will anyone ever know
Is there even an answer to search for?
Will mankind devour itself or
Is there a plan written down in the calendar of time
That tells of a specific date in which the earth implodes
Again another theory of something no one will ever know
Until it happens
And once it does will you ask yourself
“why?”
of course
because you wasted your life on a quest
that got you nowhere
except

DEAD.

bumble

i dreamt i had kissed you
but its been so long
the last time i held you
i was crying in your arms
ha isnt it funny
what x can do
my head in your lap
tears fallin down
you said you were sorry
i said dont be
im just glad we could be
you and me
at least for a while
our time is no longer
it was fun while it was
but i was dreaming of you
so i wrote you this poem.

free write

there are 2 girls out there who have caught my eye one is tammy and the other probably knows who she is. they are polar opposites one is a "rocker chick" sexy and kinky and hot and exciting
the other is more conservative more intellectual she is perhaps more beautiful she is a smart girl with alot to talk about. which one would you choose?

who are you?

ive been meaning to tell you this
something i want you to know
so open your ears and listen closely
im only gonna say this once

i've admired you
from afar
seen your beauty
know who you are
your name comes to mind
when i cant find myself
i see something in you
maybe its your eyes
your hair turns me on
but somehow without you i feel lost
does that make sense?
can you relate?
the thought of you controls me
though i dont even know you
but id like too.