through the looking glass

Now about women. If every time you look at a chick they are looking at you too, does that mean there might be something there? What if they turn away? When you look at a girl and you think to yourself, “She’s checking me out,” how often are those assumptions correct? Come on ladies we need answers to this one. But seriously if only it was easier to tell who might have a crush on you or something. I believe women should act on their crushes and flings more readily. Help us men out! You have to remember guys are shy too. Plus we are very prideful so we might not talk to you out of fear of being shot down. I know girls fear. Yes, you scare us. Now im not saying just go around telling the people you like all this info but maybe flirt more openly or something. Please take this to heart.

close but far

What do you do when there Is a girl you really like but for some reason you have never talked to her. Like you think have a connection with that person before you even meet. Its weird. But what would you do. How would you approach her? Would you approach her? Does the risk of telling her your feelings outweigh what would happen if she flipped out?

DREAMS

DREAMS

One day i'll make it.

i'll be on stage.

i'll be the one without worry or rage.

you'll see me there

jumping around

showing the crowd

this is how i get down

listen to me

i've got something to say

but you won't hear words

all you'll hear is my bass.

TRUTH

TRUTH

Dreams come from those who sleep.

Tears come from those who weep.

Lies come from those who speak

and I come from those who teach.

ja

addiction: friends real?

what is it about people? Why would someone wait outside a window throwing rocks for almost 2 hours because there was the chance that they might get high. Party foul! Did anyone invite them or did they invite themselves, probably the latter. Is it right or wrong to lie to them and tell them to leave. Sometimes it feels like you’re the bad guy but at the same time your doing what you think is right. Isn’t that ironic. I don’t get it though. Does that make you a bad person? Also what if they find out you were lying then they get all pissy. What then? do you tell them its not your problem? What do they think. Do they secretly despise you. Will they now talk behind your back and tell people you are a bad person, when all you have tried to do for so long was make people happy. But it is not your job to get people high. They need to understand that, but their mind’s won’t allow them too. I hate bitching about this but its god damn addiction rearing its ugly head again.
But since they can’t have coke they’ve moved on just like any other addict. Do you ever have “friends” call you and the first words out of their mouth are, “got any killa?” damn. Is it their business? Wouldn’t you get ahold of them if you wanted to hang out. People just start inviting themselves. They don’t even see that there is a problem and if you confront them about it they get pissed, then what? Whats even more screwed up is that you tell them to leave or that hangin out won’t work out that night and they won’t stop. You tell them your parents are up and you can’t sneak them in and they start saying, “what about the window ill go in the window.” Then you tell them that won’t work and they say the back door the front door. Its like they wont stop till you ignore them for half an hour. Then they finally go away and you feel like shit it shouldn’t work that way, should it?

conceeded

its amazing to see how many people are insecure. they care way too much about what others think, say, and do. its so childish. its like, " johnny was talking about me when i wasn't there. fuck him. i hate him." blah blah blah bitch bitch bitch. SHUT UP! who cares whether or not someone said you did something you did or did not do. gossip is gossip. nothing more. deal with it. if people won't talk to you because of what someone said to them, fuck them. they don't deserve your friendship. they aren't the type of friends you want anyways.

beautiful women

what is it about beautiful women? what do you do when you see a girl so beautiful that it drives you insane? how are you supposed to deal with that? doesn't it just break your heart. especially when you find that extremely rare kind of beauty. the kind of beauty when the person you think is beatiful doesnt think they are pretty. a girl full of life and charisma. they don't care what you think. what if sometimes that person find you admiring their beauty, is it possible they might admire you too? could they have a crush on you? what would you do if you got together with that person? would you do all you could do to make them happy? what if they didn't accept everything you are? would you compromise? would you change? would it be worth it?

help me change the world.please

This is a post about what I am trying to do with this blog. I would like for this blog to not become a blog but become a forum for people to come and talk about the questions in life and hopefully gain some answers and insight. I need the help of all of you who have seen this site and I ask you to please tell all you know. Remember we can bring change. We can help other people. We can enlighten our minds. This is about the passion for life. The good and the bad. We can change the world!!!

marijuana addiction:possible but not physical.

is it possible to be addicted to marijuana. well physically no, one cannot become addicted to marijuana, but mentally yes. i myself have experiences withdrawls from not smoking marijuana a day or two. not crazy painful withdrawls but more of a headache. this may be different for some. medically marijuana is not considered addictive because there is no physical addiction.. its not like if you dont smoke your body thinks it needs it, it is more like your head does.

weight of smoke?

HOW TO MEASURE THE WEIGHT OF SMOKE.

1.) WEIGH AN UNLIT CIGARETTE
2.)LIGHT CIGARETTE
3.)ASH CIGARETTE ONTO SCALE
4.)PUT CIGARETTE OUT ON SCALE
5.)WEIGH SMOKED CIGARETTE
6.)SUBTRACT STEP 5 FROM STEP 1
7.) WEIGHT OF SMOKE

chatter box

searching

searching

love is beautiful

love is free

persons you care about

lovers you seek

ones to grow old

another to hold

someone to bury me.

ja

talk shit_____ get popular ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

did you ever think that people talking shit about you could help you become popular (or more popular).IT IS TRUE. its the old addage, "theres no such thing as bad publicity." see people talk shit about you then other people talk shit about you then more people and so on. it might seem like an avalanche of hate but if you can get past it, which shouldn't be hard especially if their hate is unmerited, then you all of a sudden have this crowd of people who can't seem to stop talking about you. whether they "hate" you or not. one of my friends once said ,"popularity is how many friends you have." i turned to him and said ,"no popularity is how many people know your name." kinda like small town fame. those of you who think they are unpopular or not liked should think of that. if you wanna change it be yourself. get your name out there. i find it funny and ironic also. because like the people who hate you love you. in a way. like they're infatuated with you. they can't get enough of saying your name and helping your cause. which just keeps making you more and more known. oh. good old irony. don't you love it.

forever rock!

ruin

RUIN

lost in this planet.

lost in this world.

these feelings are covering

me in these lyrics.

to a person that i once adored

a person ill always care for.

every line i write shoots straight through my heart.

as i sit here and stare right into the dark.

my words are confusing.

my heart is a blur.

'cause of stupid things i have done in this world.

i wish they could change

but they shall remain

and all i can ask for is love.

a little bit of class?

the other day i was in my 4th period english class and i was drawing in my notebook. on the piece of paper i wrote BEAUTY in big letters with a squiggly thing under it and a flower i had drawn. i gave it to this mexican chick in my class. i thought it was a sweet thing to do. do chicks like that, though? i wonder. she never said anything. ponder. please send some feedback chica's.

music

music is in the soul. it is the spirit. music is a wonderful collection of sounds arranged in a way that is pleasant to the ears. ok, well i dont like that definition. i believe it should say: music is a collection of notes and phrases put together in a way that it sounds pleasant to the composer or listener. but does that mean if you dont like it then its not music, of course not. remember as long as you like it it is good!

one final rose

"ONE FINAL ROSE"

There is a person

Dear to my heart

Hardship has fallen

It is time to part

This person has changed me

More than they know

So i will give them

One final rose.

JA

skipping

skipping school is addictive. i am proof of that. its like you skip once you cant stop. i am thinking about skipping right now. is it a disease or a habit that will end up putting me here(school) next year. probably. i guess theres the allure of skipping. that little adrenaline rush. that scarred feeling as though you might get caught. also it is fun. i mean would you rather be at school sifting through a book, having to sit bored as hell for a lecture or be half way to your house, where food, tv, a computer, cigarettes, and other indulgences you cannot partake in, would be?

DRUGS

hey there, well for our first actual post i figured we would start with the topic of drugs. ah, what a subject. drugs, i know alot about drugs. some i have done, others i have not, but either way. some might say drugs are a mecessary part of life, others are completely anti-drug. i believe drugs can be helpful but are not a necessity. what makes them so desireable? lets make a list of them.

1. marijuana
2. cocaine
3. herion
4. pcp
5. lsd
6. xanax
7. vicodin
8. alcohol
9. tobacco
10. shrooms
11. ecstasy
12. crack

my use includes but is not limited to pot, alcohol, tobacco, ecstasy, xanax. of all drugs the one i hate the most is cocaine. i guess its because i've had the most personal experiences with it. though i have never done it myself. i have witnessed many of my friends become addicts and ive seen them go through all the stages. i.e. "i tried coke and i liked it but im not gonna do it much." ha what a joke. then a couple of months later they're stealing shit from their friends to go buy some. i dont know. i warned them all that they have to be careful but none of them listened.well. i told ya so. i can't say too much though. i am an addict as well, but a)i can admit it and b) i am addicted to nicotine. iam also particularly fond of pot. BEWARE OF COCAINE!

first post

ok welcome to what i call the journey. i know some of you are skeptics...................... but lets begin our trip. lets try to understand life, using music and observation. lets try to gain answers to questions we have always wanted answered. we will discuss things like poetry,music, politics, pop culture,society,love,etc. if it bothers you about life then lets talk about it.dont forget to post lots of comments.

ok, well now a little about me, for now i would like to remain anonymous, except to a certain few who already know me, but i will let you know a little about myself.
i am a musician, a poet, a philosopher. overall im an artist in all senses of the word. i observe alot of things as well as get involved with a lot of things. on this site i want to share with you some of my poetry, my feelings on certain subjects, and my music. well.

this is the beggining,
as we step onto this path,
there is no turning back
we must make this last.

forever rock!


P.S. remember what i put in here is not who i am in real life it is what i am inside.